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Wings of A Butterfly


I'd like to think I'm close to perfect, but I'm not. I have sudden urges to laugh out loud, bang my head against a wall, burst out in song, and listen to Forever & Always on replay even though I've listened to it just about a million times. I don't study as much as I should, I don't update my journal as much as I should, I don't listen as much as I should, I don't talk as much as I should, but I'm doing my best. I don't like going out much, unless the company's worth it. I would sacrifice everything for Family and my Faith and real Friends. I listen to all kinds of music (except metal + techno) and I'm not ashamed to say that I adore Superjunior and love DBSK. I love a lot of things but I rarely love people because at such a tender age, what IS love? I love carnivals, soft music, shopping, being alone, being in a crowded street, running in the rain, watching musicals and waking up and knowing that someone loves you and is waiting for you. I hear voices in my head and think I'm secretly a fairy. I love animals, travelling (I love England + China!!!!!) and nature. I love talking to myself and cleaning the bathroom. I love seeing messy rooms, and I love seeing artsy fartsy rooms with no clutter. I love photography and would love a DSLR (amidst all the hype, I adore it). I don't run fast and I have just about a million other flaws about me. I'm a queer creature with fantasies of being Bella in Twilight, but I can be your friend 8)